I'd love to change the world

Give me that coat, and I'll do anything >.<

-
Everywhere is freaks and hairies
Dykes and fairies, tell me where is sanity
Tax the rich, feed the poor
Till there are no rich no more?

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you

Population keeps on breeding
Nation bleeding, still more feeding economy
Life is funny, skies are sunny
Bees make honey, who needs money, monopoly

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you

World pollution, there's no solution
Institution, electrocution
Just black and white, rich or poor
Them and us, stop the war

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you
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By Ten Years After

Destruction, madness, creation

So I think it's finally time to
advertise my all time favorite song,
Art of Life by X Japan.
Until two weeks ago, the band only
performed it twice; in Tokyo Dome,
the 30 and 31 of December 1993.
To be honest, I still believe this video
from the 31th is the best recording made,
both musically and visually.

-
Desert Rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold gray sand

The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you
Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost, Flowers fall
If it's all dreams
Now wake me up
If it's all real
Just kill me


I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in gray
I never wanna feel more pain
Ran away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyes
Time goes by like tears
My emotion's losing the color of life
Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
Insanity takes hold over me

Turning away from the wall
Nothing I can see
The scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
He calls me from within
"All existence you see before you
must be wiped out:
Dream, Reality, Memories,
and Yourself"

I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
I only want to hold your love

Stab the dolls filled with hate
Wash yourself with their blood
Drive into the raging current of time
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly
"the earth"
Shout and start creating confusion
Shed your blood for pleasure
And what? For love?
What am I supposed to do?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Past and future prison my heart
Time is blind
But I wanna trace my love
on the wall of time, over pain in my heart
Art of life
Insane blade stabbing dreams
Try to break all truth now
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live
Cannot end my life
Keep on crying

Close my eyes
Time breathes I can hear
All love and sadness
melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my walls

You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so
You're painting your heart with your blood
You can't say "No"
Only turning the wheel of time
with a rope around your neck
You build a wall of morality and take a breath
from between the bricks
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting your first chapter black
You are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage
and
You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live?
Do I try to love?
in my dream


I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams

Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth?
What truths are lies?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live?
Do I try to love?

Art of life
An Eternal bleeding heart
You never wanna breathe your last
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I'm feeling for
A Rose is breathing love
in my life
-

I've been trying to keep this blog as clean
as possible from my X Japan obsession.
That didn't work out well.
However, for a more complete introduction,
visit my Myspace dedicated for this purpose.
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Yoshiki
Toshi
Hide
Pata
Heath

Without you

What can I say...

Without You
Toshi MC
I.V.

Absolutely beautiful, amazing!

Great to see you back together
again, after 10 long years.

Yoshiki, to play Art of Life (A, B) right after
Kurenai maybe wasn't one of your brightest
ideas, but im happy you are okay again.

Toshi, your voice is as good as it was 10 years
ago, and so is your fashion sense. Good to have
you back where you, after all, belong.

For you Hide,

Aruki tsukareta yoru ni tatazumu
Nagareru namida o kioku ni kasanete
Deai no kazu dake wakare wa arukedo
Kagirinai toki ga tuduku to shinjiteta
Kizutsuke atta kotoba sae ima ha dakishime
Furikaerudake
I feel alone

How should I love you
How could I feel you
Without you...
Kazoekire nai omoide ga jikan o umetsukusu

Anata o ashite anata ni kizusuite
Ai to iu kotoba no fukasa ni kizuita
I still remember
Kotate no nai ashita ni yume o motomete ita hibi o

Kagirinaku hirogaru sora ni mou ichido umareta
imi ima o ikiru imi o toikakete

How should I love you
How could I feel you
Without you...
Owari no nai ai no uta o ima anta ni

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X Japan 2008, Towards Destruction;
28/3 Night of Destruction
29/3 Night of Madness
30/3 Night of Creation